just wear a fucking face

i would rather you pretend to be something your not if it makes you happy.

hopefully

If you put your mind to it and set some goals you almost 100% will achieve them. I have just been thinking but i have achieved so much that i wanted to in my life already. I just hope that my luck stays with me and i am always as happy as i am now.

always remember to never forget

hopefully not forever.

Your horrible to me yet i can't bare not to speak to you. I love your prescence in a room and the way you present yourself. I just don't understand why you are so horrible to me. I don't know many people who answer the phone to me the way you do or look at me with such disgust! I do so much to make you want me and to impress you but i guess i fail.

I suppose i just wish i had the feelings that i have for you for someone else. Someone who does like how i look, and does tell me all of these lovely things that your suppose to tell me.

you are an amazing fucking cunt.

Out

I am thinking about getting out of Peterborough for a few days before i commit myself to my A'levels. I know i have a place in Scotland i can go to and that will be really nice if i went. I don't know why all of a sudden i feel like i need to get away. I mean i do love Peterborough even though it's nothing too fab there are some really brilliant, lovely people about. I always thought i would never get to the stage where i crave freedom from a place but i do now, and it does feel ever so strange. In a weird way i would just love to go to a place, not know a single person and just see how i do.. even if i end up fucking myself up it's just been buzzing through my head for a while.

What upsets me though is... i know for a fact that i can't imagin myself having the balls to do that. I like to think i am brave and up for all of these adventures however i am starting to come to terms that most of these are in my mind. I don't mind that i am not doing them it just defeats the whole purpose of having these thoughts and dreams when you already know you haven't got the fucking balls to do them. It's not just getting out of Peterborough of course there are many things, however this rant is about Peterborough and i am going to try and stay on the same subject.

So to wrap it all in a nutshell i just want something new i suppose.

Oasis in Coventry

Carry on sinking, we don't give a shit.

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through your teeth.

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